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I'm shameless when it comes to loving you.
I'll do anything you want me to, I'll do anything at all.
And I'm standing here for all the world to see.
Oh baby, that's what's left of me,  don't have very far to fall .
You know now I'm not a woman who's ever been  insecure
about the world I've been living in. I don't break easy, I have my pride.
But if you need to be satisfied.
I'm shameless, oh honey, I don't have a prayer.
Every time I see you standin' there I go down upon my knees.
And I'm changing, swore I'd never compromise.
Oh, but you convinced me otherwise. I'll do anything you please.
You see in all my life I've never found  what I couldn't
resist, what I couldn't turn down. I could walk away from
anyone I ever knew but I can't walk away from you.
I have never let anything have this much control over me.
I work too hard to call my life my own and I've made myself a
world and it's worked so perfectly. But it's your world now, I can't refuse
I've never had so much to lose. Oh, I'm shameless.
You know it should be easy for a someone who's strong
to say sorry or admit when i'm wrong.  I've never lost anything
I've ever missed  but I've never been in love like this.
God It's out of my hands.

I'm shameless, I don't have the power now.
I don't want it anyhow .
So I got to let it go.

When you're around I don't know what to do. I do not think that I can wait,
to go over and to talk to you. I do not know what I should say
and I walk out in silence. That's when I start to realize
what you bring to my life..
Damn this guy can make me cry..
It's so contagious, I cannot get it out of my mind.
It's so outrageous, you make me feel so high all the time .
Some say that you're no good for me,
but I'm too close to turn around. I'll show them they don't know anything.
I think I've got you figured out. So I walk out in silence.
That's when I start to realize
what you bring to my life.
Damn this guy can make me smile..

I will give you everything, I will treat you right
If you just give me a chance.
I can prove I'm right.

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Fullständigtnamn: Sandra-Madeleine Hamberg
Födelsedag: 14 februari
Stjärntecken: Vattuman
Bor: Sundsvall
Syskon: 1 snart 2
Hårfärg: Brunt
Ögonfärg: Blåa
Skostolek: ca 38
Längd: 173
Varit kär: Ja
Har du en flickvän/pojkvän: Vet inte 
Är du kär just nu: Typ då
Hur många gånger har du varit riktigt kär: En
Det bästa du vet: Ligga o kramas till en bra film
Kommer du ihåg din första förälskelse: Jajjamen
Älskar du honom/henne än: Som min vän, inget mer därtill.
Ser du på kärleken som ett misstag: Många gånger ja.
Favoritmat: Grillat
Tar du droger: Nej
Vem/Vilka tycker om dig mest: Fråga dom?
Vad har du på dig just nu: Morgonrock
Är du seriös: Om jag vill
Vad gör du nästa år: Studerar djurvård, förhoppningsvis
Dö lycklig och ung, eller gammal och bitter: Ung o Lycklig

Don't think I can't feel that there's something wrong.
You've been the sweetest part of my life so long.  I look in your eyes, there's a distant light. And you and I know there'll be a storm tonight. This is getting serious.
Are you thinking 'bout you or us!?
Don't say what you're about to say. Look back before you leave my life. Be sure before you close that door, before you roll those dice.
Baby think twice for the sake of our love, for the memory. For the fire and the faith that was you and me. Baby I know it ain't easy when your soul cries out for higher ground. 'Coz when you're halfway up, you're always halfway down. But baby this is serious.
Are you thinking 'bout you or us!? Don't do what you're about to do.
My everything depends on you. And whatever it takes, I'll sacrifice.
Before you roll those dice.
Baby think twice.

I've always been the kind of girl that hid my face.
So afraid to tell the world, what I've got to say.
But I have this dream right inside of me.
I'm gonna let it show, it's time.
Do you know what it's like to feel so in the dark?
To dream about a life where you're the shining star...
Even though it seems like it's too far away
I have to believe in myself. It's the only way.
This is real, this is me. I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be, now.
Gonna let the light, shine on me. Now I've found, who I am there's
no way to hold it in No more hiding who I want to be.
This is me

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You're the voice I hear inside my head. The reason that I'm singing..
You're the missing piece I need. I need to find you, I gotta find you.

en hand som kråmar sig upp för någons lår
läppar, tungor, erotik och erotik
men kärlek, vad är det?

Du låter dig göra ett sugmärke på hennes hals
och fängslad sitter någon och tittar på i skuggan
någons ögonlock flackar och hon vill inte se mer
men hon måste se, sanningen.

Vadå träffas och ses? Du menar erotik, du menar alltid erotik
ledsen, men det är inte meningen med mitt liv, det är du.

men kärlek, vad är det?
Jag trodde det var när dina händer smekte min kind
och du viskade fumligt "jag älskar dig" så där nära
örat att andetagen kittlades

Du låter dig spela med två tärningar
på ytan är du självsäker
men inuti är du kluven
trasig som ett sönderrivet tyg
du faller sönder
jag vet det
du letar ju så febrilt efter kärlek och tröst
det är sorligt
för du letar fel
du finner erotik, erotik.

Men det finns inget djup
och kärleken är du inte nära på långa vägar
och du sa : jag behöver en sånn som du
hur kan man släppa det man behöver?

du behöver inte mer erotik
sånt här händer inte?
någon sitter fängslad utanför
hon är utanför nu
nu orkade inte viljan hålla sig uppe
hon vet vad som sker innanför väggarna
bakom dom stängda dörrarna
försöker ni mörda mig? tänker hon.

på ögonlocken finns bilderna kvar
vänskap, var det värt att krossa vänskap för det priset?
Det var ju så destruktivt, så jävla destruktivt

ni är vilsenhetens par, flickan och du
det är bara en lek med erotik
och en önskan efter något heligt

men kärlek... VAD FAN ÄR DET?

Looking back now, well it makes me laugh.  We were growin our hair, we were cuttin' class.
Knew it all already, there was nothing to learn.  We were strikin' matches just to watch 'em burn.
Listen to our music just a little too loud.  We were hangin' in there with the outcast crowd.
Headin' to the rapids with some discount beer.  It was a long train tussle but we had no fear.
I don't know, where the time goes,  but It sure goes fast, just like that.
We were wanna be rebels who didn't have a clue.  With our Rock n' roll T-shirts, and
our typically bad attitudes.  Had no excuses for the things that we'd done.
We were brave, we were crazy, we were mostly, young.
Talked a good game when we were out with the guys
but, in the back seat we were awkward and shy.
Girls were a mystery that we couldn't explain
and, I guess there are some things that are never gonna change.

I turned on the evening news, saw a old man being interviewed.
Turning a hundred and two today. Asked him what's the secret to life?
He looked up from his old pipe, laughed and said "All I can say is."
Don't blink..
Just like that you're six years old and you take a nap. And you
wake up and you're twenty-five and your high school sweetheart becomes your wife.
Don't blink..
You just might miss your babies growing like mine did.
Turning into moms and dads next thing you know your "better half",
of fifty years is there in bed. And you're praying God takes you instead.
Trust me friend a hundred years goes faster than you think
so don't blink. I was glued to my tv when it looked like he looked at me and said
"Best start putting first things first.".
Cause when your hourglass runs out of sand
you can't flip it over and start again.
Take every breathe God gives you for what it's worth.
So I've been tryin' ta slow it down, I've been tryin' ta take it in.
In this here today, gone tomorrow world we're livin' in.

Naw, don't blink.
Life goes faster than you think..